I got my period, so I suppose I’m not pregnant.
I thought about the possibilities. What would I have done if I was pregnant?
I think I would have had the baby, even with his dad living in Brazil. I would just have asked him to give him his surname.
So, I could tell my son “your dad is Brazilian, syou will be a soccer player.” Hehe
Yesterday iin the restaurant I was having lunch I saw two little boys in the table next to mine. I imagined how my child would and how I could be with him in the same restaurant some months later.
I would like to have a baby boy..But I don’t think Fab and I would be together not even for a child.
But all these ideas are stupid. I’m not pregnant and maybe I would ever meet again Fab.
I have been thinking a lot about him lately. I should stop it.
I don’t want to think about you.
I’m not in love with him. I don’t miss him. But I bet he would be a good dad and he definitely would provide a good DNA for a child.
No matter what I would get a pregnancy test, just in case. Second time in a year, way to go …
Now go away of my thoughts…