When I was younger…

I used to write a lot… About everything and about nothing and it was great.

After I started working and left it because I was too busy to say and write. I have been trying to go back to blogging but I haven’t succeed until now.

Now blogging is so easy. I can do it from every place on my iPhone.  So, there is no excuse. 

Now I am 28 years old. When did this happen? I have no idea.

I joined to the gym a month ago but I can’t yet see im losing weight.  It makes me a bit frustrated, but it’s ok. I just became serious about exercising 2 weeks ago.  

On Monday, Wednesday and Thursday I go to spinning class at 19hrs. And on Tuesday and Thursday I do body pump… Whatever that means….

Last month I attended to the gym on Saturday. It was good. I must try to do it more often. After all, it’s not Like I have lots of things to go. 

I feel good at gym, even when I feel a bit nervous about the strange machines to do exercise and the people over there.  But now that I’m thinking about it  I realize nobody cares about me… I am ashamed of going there with my little belly.. But I suspect no one cares. 

I don’t know why I spend so much time thinking about it  when in fact no one cares.  I must remember this everytime I was shyly into the gym.  Fuck them… I will fit sooner than later.  

Today I didn’t attend to the gym, I was not feeling well tho I didn’t feel bad either.  

Tomorrow I will go.  

On Tuesday I take the bus to go to work.  It’s not that bad now. We have a bus from our company that picks us up. I need to arrive at our 715 am to get a proper seat.  So, I can sleep, read and now write. 🤓

Lately I’m having a fight to find out what to wear.  I feel frustrated since I’m a bit fat nothing seems to suit me well.  I know I might be exaggerating, but I do feel this way. 

I see other people wearing nice clothes or dresses and me always wearing boring plants and blouses to cover my fatness. 😞

I want to dress nicely too.  
Anyway. I.must go to bed now since every morning I can barely get up.

I need to change…
Tata 😘

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