My period was soo late this month.
Around 13-15 days.
This was the second time in all my life that my period comes so late.
The first time was in January 2018, after spending my holidays in Prague.
and now in this May. I wasn’t worried because I didn’t get laid like in ages.
But still it makes me wonder if maybe something was wrong with my body.
I think I should start eating better.
Have you ever fucked a person and be proud of yourself?
I remember that night, he was sitting on my chair looking like a Roman God …shirtless .. probably totally nude.
the First time I saw him was in the laboratory .. I opened to door for him and a Chinese guy … He thanked me for bothering (I was in a training in the lab). I didn’t bother me at all, since he was a tall, tanned, handsome guy.
I was bothered for the others but not by him.
I used to see him during lunch time. He arrived always late, so sometimes he had problems to find a table. I used to joke to my colleagues that I would say ¨Hey, there´s a seat here¨. But I noticed he always ate lunch with a friend of him, another Brazilian.
How did I know he was Brazilian? I have no idea .. but I knew it.
He was a roommate of one of my friends, so one day they headed to my place in the office and asked me if I have a cup since the office ran out of cups lol. I didn’t have any, so next thing I did when I get home it was to put an extra cup (xĂcara) in my bag to bring to the office (just in case).
I remember other day I met him in the cafeteria … but I only said something as hello …and he did the same and smile. I didn’t know what to say, so we continue doing coffee.
So, one day, I recieved an email related to some dorms and he was in the loop. I have his full name now and his work ID number. What did I do? … some days later I remember that email and took his ID and wrote it in the messenger. There he was, I was shy but WTF I just messaged him. Hello!!! -Hello, he replied. I asked him if he knew who I was .. he said: -Sure, the cups manager.
What did I write him? What did it expect from it? I am surely never imagined I would finish in bed with him. I just want to get to know him.
Edward (one friend in common) told me The Brazilian used to walk around the house shirtless, and that he was married and have a daughter. He also sent me an screenshot, where I could see the Brazilian send a pic of him and Eddie said: It looks so delicious. Eddie made it sound sexual. I didn’t think about this until days and days later. He I was already slept with The Brazilian, later I asked to myself …Did Eddie sleep with him too? That would have been very awkward, no?
He always complained about the meals in the canteen so I offered to go to eat outside on Friday. We met and he said, -so, just the two of us? .
– Yes, is that a problem?
– Not at all
He said my car was nice and then I drove. He help me with the directions, he is more observant that I am. We went to a nice German place and had a nice time. I learnt ´cheers´ in Portuguese was Saude.
I think that day he asked for my phone, or maybe some days before. That Friday night I went to the gym and he wrote me? Are you here? I said that I was and then we agreed to go out that night.
That was the night when he asked me- Why don’t you kiss me? So I did. .. That night I said we couldn’t go to my place (to sleep together, obviously) because it was a mess but I told him that tomorrow we could go.
He is so serious … next day I tried to invite him to eat .. I think my choice of place wasn’t the best … I tried to pay but he said he didn’t like girls to pay. So, I never tried to paid again, haha. Later we went to a bar (the same bar When I first dated the first Brazilian, haha) the drinks weren’t to good but we were kinda drunk to go to my place and have sex.
I remember that he wanted to try my drinks from my lips, but he always wanted me to do the first move … I don’t know why … he gave me hints (that I never caught) like let me try it… haha
I had to take the pill of the next day, in less than a month. I know, such irresponsible people we were. But, I never thought this would end in being lovers.
Once he tried to stop it, he just said , lets be normal friends, no sex. We went to the cinema that day. I got the tickets online and he offered to pay, I said no need. At the end he took me to my car, closed the door and ran away … probably he didn’t want to fall in my charm.
Next time we went to a bar, I didn’t see him and kept walking, I remember how he told me to sit by his side to watch the concert. He grabbed me and kissed me .. finally. I think that was the first time he took the initiative.
He left …so soon after he came back …
Sometimes I was wondering what would he be doing in Panama. Maybe he had already a lover over there. But there is no point of thinking that. To be honest, I think I would have fucked other of the Brazilians in the office … it is not as we have a commitment.
Some days later, he added a picture in WhatsApp with his daughter .. how i know the beautiful kid was his? Because they looked so much alike, hahaha! So, Eddie was not lying, he is married and have a children. Maybe he is divorced? Maybe.
I never asked him and he never said anything. He put off his ring when we went out. I saw it in his finger a couple of times in the office.
I supposed he will come back, I am not sure if we would meet… Hopefully … but then I would want to sleep with him again … even if I am not sure if he gave me something since we always have unprotected sex. Ok, not always, last time he finally got a camizinha (condom).
Everything started with a spot near my breast. I thought it was a bruise but days passed and it didn’t go away.
I started to get paranoid. What if I had cancer? I also felt something weird in my left boob. What if I was Pregnant of the worst sex in my life?
I went to the doctor to get a appointment and meanwhile the secretary nurse (idk exactly what is her position) gave me a pass to prevention.
I was there. I always saw women nurse but I noticed there was a male nurse. I didn’t think I have a chance to get one.
For my surprise I saw a young man, Probably younger than me.. And yes, he entered to my doctor room. Oh, God, no.
Yes, that men was the nurse. My turn arrived, and he said he mostly could check my breast and the papanicolou (what an ugly name). Do you want them now? What the hell… I did it.
Before that he asked for my data, like my phone.. So there I can call you to invite you out?.. He said.
We went to the examination room, he touched my boobs, and then I had to lie down and open my legs… He asked if I was nervous or if I was always that smiley?
What the hell you can do under that situation?
All finished very fast.
The spot is nothing according to my doctor.
