I dislike my coworker Ema since the day he team and I went to have some drinks. Frank and Ana (the other two newbies) didn’t go. It was just me and three boys.
After two bottles of whiskey, Ema who I already thought was a dork, said I could so much better that with the engineers, that I was a pretty girl, that he was in love with me and so much bullshit.
I didn’t know what to do or say. I said nothing so he was like think about it, you have my heart in your hands. WTF!!! I hired you! And we were friends.
That and his willing to grab my hand destroyed my willing of being his friend. I don’t know why.
I disliked him and from that moment more and more
Since then we barely talk.
I just have frank now. He is so much fun. We are always gossiping and talking about style and such.
Eduardo thinks he is gay. I guess so.
He speaks Chinese so well and he is just 22yo!!!!
Anyway I have been rude towards Ema, and talking bad about it. When suddenly I remembered the day I dropped Jamaica water on the white floor he helped me to mop, I felt horrible for that accident. Suddenly I felt ashamed.
I should be a leader, not a critic.
I should support, not give more problems.
I will change my attitude from now.
After all, we can’t blame him for falling in love with me.
But he better realizes he has no chance. I think he did.